ytd night was terrible luh, i just couldn't stop eating & i don't know why maybe i'm too upset already. i admitted that i was crazy at that moment, just eat whatever mum had bought from work. but luckily she don't know what had happened lahs, i merely told her that i'm too hungry that's all den bought those food & tibits into my room, shut the door & gobble everything up. maybe i tend to use eating to vent my anger on. how scary it can be luh, half way eating i cried out of a sudden. i really don't know what the fuck is happenening to me, i had lost control of myself. i'm tired of my life, school life, love life, my life sucks.