nothing must happened to yous, the family needs yous . my inner heart hurts seeing yous in such a state . just hang in there, everything is gonna to be alright soon . i feel like crying while posting this post, flashback of the past . yous used to dote me the most, but i disappoint yous again and again by not studying hard enough & not acheiving good results, i am so sorry, i am not a good daughter . oh father lord, please take good care of him wherever he is, forgive his sin . whatever wrong things that he had done to yous or whoever that person is, yous may put the punishment/blame on me . i am willing to take the punishment/blame no matter how harsh it is, he is the head of the family, all of them can't afford to lose him . i'll hand him into your hand, take good care of him .

and as for my mum, i know that its hard for yous to do so many things at a time, yous're a noble mum i guessed . i can see that yous and dad are both trying very hard to support this family, we do have enough money to survive but at the same time, i will help yous to save money, stop myself from buying anymore clothes uncessarily . i will also help yous with the house chores if possible, yous work and take care of every single one in this family without any complaints, yous're really great . we can't afford to lose yous too, i want my family memebers to stay healthy & cheerful like we used to . oh dear father lord, i am putting everything into your hand, please take good care of my parents .