helooooooooo everyone, i am finally back to blogging. well, didn't have time to blog in the past few months as i was very busy. i am staying at home today as i don't have work, so manage to change my blogskins etc.. my current blog now is only invited for invited readers only , i'll invite you guys soon so don't worry yea. okays, now let me start with what happened to me the past few days. i was very stressed up to see my parents quarrelling, i was like so helpless and i couldn't stop them. i didnt know what they are quarrelling about but i am sure that it has something got to do with money again. signs, i just hope that my mum can stop demanding for more and stop nagging at my dad. i felt pity for my dad as he is working very hard to let the family to enjoy our luxury life, but what my mum know is to nag and scold him. when her nagging goes uncontrollable, my dad would start to scold her back and that goes when they quarrel, starting to throw things at each others. i am tired rather, i just locked myself inside my room and cried helplessly. i knew that i aren't a good daughter, i am always the one creating troubles for them, i bet that they regret giving birth to me. i also know that there are many friends out there helping me, but i am weak i couldn't stop myself from crying. why is god so unfair to everyone ? why must all the unhappy thing happen to me ? i am really curious to know the answers .