BYE FOREVER, MY DEAREAST GRANDPA. REST IN PEACE, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART..

TODAY, 30 APRIL is the day which my grandpa had passed away. the whole family gets very upset upon hearing the bad news, my dad blamed himself for not treating him good when he was alive. and yea he told me many stories about his dad and him when he were young. tears keep rolling down his cheeks and i don't know how to comfort him because this is the very first time i saw my dad cry in front of me, the very first time. but all i can say is "STAY STRONG DAD, HE IS GOING TO REST IN PEACE", at the same time i also cried when receiving my mum sms after school which says that grandpa had passed away. i wish that i could run straight to his house to take a last look at him, but everything is too late i guessed. memories of grandpa and me keep flashing through my mind, i still rmb vividly that how he used to dote on me when i was young. he will always fetch me to school and buy me sweets to encourage me to go to school. i always dislike schooling when i was young, he will confort me and says "you're a big girl now, don't cry, after school ahgong will come and fetch you home". i just hope that he'll rest in peace and let god to take good care of him. so i have cancelled my working days for this and next week, to attend his funeral. and at this point, i am also having my mid year exams, everything seems to be so fuckup and stress..