i kindda regret coming up to sec 5 cos of some reasons, i know that i can't think this way but i dunno why i'm having this thinking. having a chance for me to go to sec 5 is alrdy considered very gd compared to some of my friends whom i know, they dun even stands a chance to get in. signs, since i have alrdy made the choice coming up to sec 5 then i think i shall make this the very last chance to do well to do my parents proud and treasure this GOLDEN chance. but why am i having this though of quitting sch and coming out to start working when i'm still not in the age of working? am i crazy or what to have this kind of stupid thinking? hais, i must rly try to stop thinking this way. i rly have to before everything turned out hay wired, yea i admit that i can be very stuborn at certain times where i do things without concerning other's thinking. i can be selfish too, i rly dun understand why i turned out to be like this? even tough mum gave me so much advices and listening ear, i still couldn't gave up my job D: back again, i wanna meetup with sis real fucking soon. i rly missed her alot, i missed those times we used to have, the fun we have.



i wanna go back to work again~
i miss all my friends out there..