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2011-07-27T22:11:00.001-07:00

hi everyone the busy girl is backkkkkkkkkkkkk here to blog once again. well, i don't think there is anyone reading this dead blog of mine anymore so i am still hestitating if i should close down this blog.. school has been busy and tired for me, many school work to complete and i've got to find back my motivation and determination. well, one more week to my birthday and 23rd is dad's birthday. it has been 2 months since mum and me last visited his grave. we kindda miss him of cos, however i think that mum has found another guy who is able to support and give her happiness in the future. i had no objection regarding this issue if mum herself feels comfortable and right to be with her new bf, as long as he gave my mum happiness etc i don't think i have the right to stop her. well, i think i should be going off soon, shall update this freaking dead blog once i have the ample time to do so :)

2011-03-10T03:21:00.000-08:00

another lovely off day and outing with baby!

wake up early in the morning at 10am.
dolled up and out i go.
went back to my workplace to collect
some stuffs and went to meet baby
at bedok inter.
went to harbourfront k-box to sing
our heart out! :D i felt much better
after talking to baby about my work
problems. so after k, we paid and left.
it cost me a bomb seriously, i swear
that i won't go to that k again!
then we went to have our dinner at
some nearby foodcourt. i ate laksa and
baby ate nasi lemak, it was delicious :D
after that went around for some shopping,
i brought a legging and a pair of jeans.
well, i guess i have to spent more money
on buying clothes for my poly as i think
that wearing the same clothes over and over
again is very boring!
after our shopping, we headed for home
sweet home :) baby sent me home again ^^

you gave me a sense of secure
you taught me how to love
you gave me the confident to be back normal again

2011-02-21T23:29:00.000-08:00

hi readers, will post 2 photos taken on valentine's day with bf. damn it the internet couldn't upload the rest of my photos and idk what is happening also. haha its alright then..

this flower is from bf, love it man!!!!!!

and this biscuit is what i gave him for vld :) hope he like it^^

i love my bf alot cos he gave me a sense of secure and also his love :D
ALVIN LIM WEI SONGGGGGGGGGGG :o

2011-02-17T05:48:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL :D
well, all i can say is that i had enjoyed myself
celebrating VD with bf :) that's the best day &
moment for me!! okay let me share with you guys
where did we went to. i woke up at 10am in the morning,
dolled up and out i go :D met bf at somerset 313 for
our breakfast then went off for some shopping but most
of the shops are not open yet cos its still early.
so we went to walk around and decided to head down
to VIVO after much hesitation. went there to get bf's
wallet and some shirts. haha after that we went to sentosa
and celebrated our VD over there :) when its around 7pm, bf
told me to wait for him awhile and guess what? he came back
with my favourite strawberry cakes and a bouquet of roses
with 10 chocolates on each roses, i was so touched to received
it and some passer by or couples nearby us whispered to each other
and said "wow that's so sweet of that guy"! i was very touched
and felt fortunate to have you as my bf ALVIN LIM WEI SONG :D
alright, shall upload photos that we took other day. i'm very
tired everyday after work. well, shall get some rest soon!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :O

i need you like how much you need me.

2011-02-12T20:11:00.000-08:00

well, wasn't really in the mood to work the past few days.. all thanks to the frying pan. shit her seriously, she can be describe as a handicapped. okay enough about those shitty stuffs. went out to meet up with bf after my work. haha guess what? we went to shop again, i spent about 100 plus on some clothes and heels. heart pain* well, as long as i'm happy that would be alright :) hmmm so after that went to new york to dine with bf, i ate a lot and i guessed i had gained so much weight. should ask bf to go gym with me soon :) well, poly will be starting around 2 months and i guess i still have to get more clothes for myself so that i won't be wearing the same clothes again and again when school reopen. i'm looking forward to poly lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

I LOVE MY BF THAT IS WHAT I WANNA SAY =D

2011-01-23T21:42:00.000-08:00

well, i am back once again to update my blog.. haha bear with me readers, i'm quite busy everyday ): and i think i guessed nobody read this blog of mine alrdy. well, let me talk about what happened the past few days. i met up with bf after work and we headed to town for some shopping. i brought many stuffs for myself eg clothes for CNY, shoes and many stuff la. haha please don't bring me for shopping cos i start to spent a lot again ): bf brought many things too.. so after our shopping he sent me home :D how sweet he is right? love you la. hmmm celebrated our anniversary also on the 3th jan. we went to shopping mall and shop around. i specially baked a cake to give him a surprise, here is the photo. well hope he like it.

today is my off day like finally, wondering if i should meet up with bf later after his work.. and i was thinking if i should dye my hair? if yes what color should i dye?:)

2011-01-19T20:06:00.000-08:00

heyyyy guys long time since i ever came to touch this freaking dead blog alrdy.. well life is fine for me, have been going to work these few days & meeting up with bf :D will be meeting up bf later on for shopping~

2010-12-31T04:33:00.000-08:00

I SIMPLY LOVE MY BF TO THE CORE, HE MAKE MY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

2010-12-31T03:34:00.000-08:00

all i can do is vent my anger here..
seriously everything started changing once dad is no longer around.
this is no longer my home, i no longer have a happy family.
i am the only one who contributed and sacrificed so much for this
family and this is what i get in the end? you just care about
ur son and not me, have you ever spare a thought for me?
maybe you're right, i'm just a good for nothing daughter who
mean nothing to you after being with you for almost 17 years.
and ur son who has been only with you for 10 years mean so much
to you than me? i'm just so freaking tired abt everything in my life,
be it my work, the family and my personal problem..

I AM JUST LEFT WITH MY BF ♥

2010-11-20T04:40:00.001-08:00

hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt

You know, sometimes the more you love someone, the easier it is for he/she to hurt you,
the easier it is for them to break your heart. And because you rely on them so much, you love
them so much that you trust them that they won't do things to hurt you. But more often than
not, they're always the ones that disappoint you the most, the ones that cut you the deepest.

2010-11-20T04:21:00.001-08:00

i just came back from week ):
feel so sleepy and restless today..
guess i did not have enough sleep the
past few days as i was working full
shift..
and and and i just went to have
my hair cut, it is very short
now.. ahhhh should have just told
the hairdresser to trim it.
haha but its alright la hair short
still can grow one again :)
well, i think i should sleep early
tonight to get some sleep cos i'm
working full shift again tmr ! ):
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

2010-11-09T00:42:00.000-08:00

A PHOTO OF CLASS 5Compassion

A week to come and I'll be graduating from SPF.
Time passes so quickly, I can still remember the very first day I stepped into the school, buying books and uniform in 2005 December with my dad ):

Those memories I had with my friends, teachers... and those happy moments I had with (a) will always be remembered. How I got myself so badly hurt over somebody when i was in sec 2, that was my very first experience and it took a very long time for me to get myself over it. They will stay within me.

All I do now is to study and perhaps watch a lil of TV. I go to school with a tired state and mind of body. Homeworks of different subjects are piling up everyday. The amount of work I have to do now is tripled but the amount of rest I get is halved. I will suffer through this process! No pain no gain, I've been repeating this to myself many times. In another few more weeks I'll be done with the Os and I'll be able to enjoy life as much as I want.

Where has the courage all gone to? Even if I had the courage, I wouldn't be bold enough to express out how I feel in front of you. Although the things you've said were sweet but they aren't true. I should just accept the fact that this is the truth. I haven't felt this way for a pretty long time. When I see you, its like you're just so different.

Oh lord...

2010-10-09T06:45:00.000-07:00

the number of days to O-level are decreasing..
and i'm quite fear of it. i should have started
revision ealier, however its not too late to
start now. i believed that as long as you put in
your best, you hard work will be paid off :)
its never too late to start now :D

2010-10-03T17:50:00.000-07:00

satisfied with my prelim result so far. at least its much better than my mid year :) wohooooooo jiayou and all the best to me!!

2010-09-19T03:39:00.000-07:00

i'm only left with 1 more month to the O-level examination.
well, i'm glad that i'm quite motivated these few days and had spent my time wisely on studying. i'll hope that this will continue till the O-level examination is over :D
won't be blogging till my exams are over.

2010-09-09T03:23:00.001-07:00

somehow i miss my dad. ):
its hard to accept all these when someone who had been with you for 17 years.
i somehow regretted for not treating him good when he was still around.
i regretted for not studying hard and achieve good results for him.
i regretted for talking back to him when i was the one at fault.
i regretted for not spending more time with him when he was around.
i regretted for making him angry when i was the one at fault.
i regretted for not being a good daughter when he was around ):

2010-09-05T22:23:00.001-07:00

My life is in a mess right now..

I don't know how to pick up the pieces and move on with my life..
From young, I've been someone who is very dependent on the people around me.
And right now, I feel as if I lost someone that I love, trust and rely on the most.
I feel so fucking lost. I've never felt this way before. I've never felt
so hopeless towards my life before. I don't know what to do.. I don't know who
to talk to.. All I want is you. I want to talk to you. I want to spend time with you.
I want the old you. I want the old us. I want us to be happy again. Why did you have
to change? Why? I don't know who are you. I don't understand you anymore. Have you
forgotten all the things you said to me when we just got together? Can you bear to
just let everything fall apart, after all the thick and thin we've gone through?
Why aren't you doing anything to salvage our relationship? Why am I the only one
getting hurt? Why can you still be so happy without me in your life? Why? Have you
forgotten about us? Have you forgotten about our first date? Don't you ever think
about them? Don't you ever want to go back to the past again? When will this ever end?

2010-09-04T03:01:00.000-07:00

i must be physically and emotionally strong to overcome this.

i must not let a setback affect me.

i must find back and be back the old me.

i must not slack during this period of time.

i must continue with my life no matter how hard its gonna be.

i must let bygones be bygones and continue with my life.

i must tell myself not to give up on my studies no matter what.

i must do my parents proud.

i must not disappoint my dad.

i must not disappoint those who are always there for me.

i must get back all those good results that i had acheieved the past few years.

i must not develop a hack care attitude in my studies.

i must be strong, come on girl. i can do it.

2010-08-16T05:53:00.000-07:00

we celebrated this during dad's birthday last year and today is his birthday. however, he is already not around with the family. i believed that no matter what, he will always be deeply remembered by us, the best father in the world :)

2010-08-01T03:29:00.001-07:00

I must learn to manage my time well.
No time to waste any longer.
if there is no pain, there will be no gain.

-suffer now, enjoy later.

2010-05-07T19:32:00.000-07:00

i really felt like a failure..
i'm screwed up with my maths again, i was trembling &
perspiring while having my maths exams..
i'm so tired of books alrdy, i think i need a break.
i really feel like giving up now.
i'm left with limited time to wake up b4 everything
is too late.
informed my mama abt my current situation alrdy,
and of cos it sad to see her pulling a long
black face after knowing it. idk what to do now ~

i'm going to plan my time wisely for my june holiday.
OKAY, enough of those ranting.
BYE EVERYONE :)

my loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

2010-05-07T01:35:00.000-07:00

2010-05-06T22:16:00.000-07:00

I don't know what's wrong with me.
It seems like everything in me has just stopped.
It doesn't wants to start moving, being ahead of others.
COME ON !! WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?

I hate to be in this situation whereby my mid-year exam is just next week.
And yet I am still lying on my bed blogging, haven't even done anything this week.
I feel like a failure when i didn't get to do my revision.
GAHHHH ! I think I'm going crazy already.
By hook or by crook, I gotta go to school tmr too because I'm having my oral.
THIS SUCKS. I SWEAR.

I panicking already. I see others making progress while I see myself ....
Gosh... I'm having so much frustration now.
Its also because I cannot accept the fact that I will lose to others.

I just feel like giving up.
Not studying anymore. WHY AM I FEELING THIS WAY?
THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IRRITATING.

2010-04-16T03:54:00.000-07:00

i'll just give a short update :)
i should be revsing my work now but
once again i started to get distracted again D:
well, no matter what i have to persist.
will be meeting bf tmr morning & its like
so finally, i've waited for tmr like ages.
will be bringing along my whole stack
of maths paper and fire him with all the questions that
idk how to solve :DD
on the other hand, mid year is just around the corner.
i'll have to get ready very soon :D
MUGGING ON THE WAY! :)

2010-03-30T03:54:00.001-07:00

hi people i'm backkkkkkkkkkk :) so let me talk abt what is happening to
my recent life ^^ well everything is going smoothly for me, so weekday spent time
with baby :) we went out and study tgt although its abit distracted
but i still have to persist :) THANKS BABY for teaching me maths..
MUACKS :)

2010-02-27T19:01:00.000-08:00

i'm supposed to do my revision right now
but i'm distracted by the computer screen..
this is seriously way too much, maybe i
should tell dad to confiscate the pc wire
before things get worse..
well, got bak my CT maths result last week
and i'm not very contented bcos it wasn't
still my expectation even tough i've passed
the test. signs, i really dk
when can i wake up to my sense. i'm still
in my holiday mood, holiday mood are seriously
hard to overcome.

I MUSN'T BE DISTRACTED !~

2010-02-15T05:24:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL :)
well, i believed that CNY celebration are no
difference from other days. but in fact things
turned worse, dad and mum were quarrelling on
the 1st day of new year over some stuffs..
but overall, i did have much fun with my cousins..
and sch's starting soon, i've still have lots
of homework to complete.. so yeah, shall not elaborate
further or i think i'll not be blogging for some
time.. common test is also around the corner and i'm
not very prepared yet, but nvm i'll do my best especially
for my maths :) i'm contented that i've passed one of the
maths test on the topic matrice, proud of myself :)
and of cos i've to do more practices for my other topics,
no matter how hard its gonna be i'll never give up :))

2010-01-28T02:48:00.000-08:00

having test these few weeks ~
and i bet i'm not gonna to do well
and the reason is very simple. i did
not do my part in studying when my
teachers all done their part in teaching
and coping me.. just what on earth is
happening? can anyone tell me?
i'm still very distracted by everything
around me, eg my lappy, bro's psp etc..
i still rmb how weak i was last year at
the starting of year to flunked my test
and how did i actually manage to encourage
and motivate myself to do well in n-lvl.
maybe many of them says the reasons why i
did not do well for my test is cos its still
the 1st month of the year and i'm still not
use to the standard of level. but to me all
i know is i did not put in any effort at all.
there's rly many things for me to catch up
this year and i rly can't be that lazy anymore.

~ signs, who can help me?

2010-01-23T21:10:00.000-08:00

well, after many days of thinking i've decided and made
up my choice. i had to strive all the best to do well
in sec 5, i know i that i can do it but its just that i'm too
lazy or too distracted. i can't be lazy nor distracted
anymore, doing well in o lvl is my 1st priority right
now. nothing is much more important than my studies now.
haha so well, gone bak to work on fri & sat again. ytd
was rather busy as there was a total of 5 weddings, 2
lunch and 3 dinner D: but luckily i was sent up to garden
suite so not many things to do there, just a small area :)
as usual la, i'm still a workaholic.. but i have to plan
my time well knowing when to work, play & study. even tough
it may be tough for me to handle so much things at once
shot, but i believed that i can do it, i believe in myself.
haha might be booking for next sat again? not sure yet let's
see how my schedule goes :)

2010-01-14T02:43:00.000-08:00

i'm depressed. its just the 2nd week of sch and there are many things for me to catch up, many homeworks everyday. i would better kid away my lazyness, seriously i dun want flunked my test again D:

2010-01-12T01:57:00.000-08:00

i flunked my maths test given 2 days ago, i'm rly very disappointed with myself. rly very disappointed, i feel very distracted which idk why too. was thinking of having another retest again, but it depend whether mr chng wanna let us retest anot. and the most stressful thing is i just received my f&n coursework a few days back which had to be completed by may but the real deadline is august, many things are yet to be completed. i told myself many times that if i'm not gonna to wake up, i'm gonna to do badly for sec 5. sign, i would not rather waste my 1 year here but why am i so distracted? for eg, i always feel like dozing off in class when the teachers are teaching us important things, i always don't feel like doing the work which was assigned by my teachers. seriously, wtf had happened to me?

i'm tired..
i rly need a long term break.

2010-01-10T04:21:00.000-08:00

i kindda regret coming up to sec 5 cos of some reasons, i know that i can't think this way but i dunno why i'm having this thinking. having a chance for me to go to sec 5 is alrdy considered very gd compared to some of my friends whom i know, they dun even stands a chance to get in. signs, since i have alrdy made the choice coming up to sec 5 then i think i shall make this the very last chance to do well to do my parents proud and treasure this GOLDEN chance. but why am i having this though of quitting sch and coming out to start working when i'm still not in the age of working? am i crazy or what to have this kind of stupid thinking? hais, i must rly try to stop thinking this way. i rly have to before everything turned out hay wired, yea i admit that i can be very stuborn at certain times where i do things without concerning other's thinking. i can be selfish too, i rly dun understand why i turned out to be like this? even tough mum gave me so much advices and listening ear, i still couldn't gave up my job D: back again, i wanna meetup with sis real fucking soon. i rly missed her alot, i missed those times we used to have, the fun we have.

i wanna go back to work again~
i miss all my friends out there..

2009-12-20T03:43:00.000-08:00

release of result 2 days ago, i was quite content abt it :) will be promoting to sec 5 next year, hahaha i'll have to get prepared for life in sec 5 no matter how hard is it cos being the 1st child i'll have to done my parents proud and get a o-lvl cert. not working today till next wed cos i'll going off to malaysia tonight, wohoo finally for me to rest after working for 2 months plus. so wish me all the best yea :))

2009-12-13T21:22:00.001-08:00

yo i'm backkkkkkk :) seriously my blog is alrdy dead, hahaha i'm not sure whether should i close down this blog or should i leave it dead like this. well, holidays are busy, very busy. i'll going for a shopping spree this wed after i collected my pay, will also be going to malaysia for a holiday trip on the 20th with family. and the most scary date will be on the 18th where our n-lvl results are releasing. *PRAY HARD that i ca proceed to sec 5.. hahahahha so yeah will be having 5 days leave this week, my plan was to go out with friends for some shopping and other activities :) so yeah will be back blogging again :D

BYE CYBER WORLD ! ^^

2009-11-23T18:14:00.000-08:00

left home at 3plus ytd as i'm working at 5pm..
hahahha met xf at restroom the moment i reached.
so prepared everything and waited till 4.30pm, went
to have our lunch. 5pm reported to work :) i was
sent to do western dinner again but luckily this time
round it wasn't at ballroom if not i sure my hands
and legs will be aching like hell.. ended work at 12am,
waited for transport and reached home only at 2am..
i'm not working today & tmr, specially took leave to
celebrate mum's birthday later on, was planning to watch
2012 with her :) but before that, i will be heading off
to orchard to collect my pay, hahahha happy lah this week
received alot compared to the previous week..
and as for tmr, will be meeting wk for our day at escapeeeeeeee :)
wohoooo i'm looking forward. will be back for work on thursday ^^

2009-11-21T20:21:00.000-08:00

hi readers i'm back after dissapearing for so many days..
hahahahas usual things that i do, work and hang out with friends.
hmmm work is fun and slack too :) lol having a lot of wedding
dinners to serve nowadays, seeing how romantic those couples
are how i wish i could have that too..
was asked to work at raffles place ytd with xf and yz, same thing
serve wedding again :) hahaha worked till 11.30pm and waited
for transport till 12.30am and i got back home only at 2am.
people who are staying in the east were sent home last lol..
skipped work in the morning today as i overslept, i only
intend to go for work in the afternoon..
i'm looking forward to next week cos going to chill at
escape again :D

2009-11-11T18:31:00.000-08:00

i was sent to work at raffles place ytd with some
of the malay friends. was late for 15 mins
and got some of you held back, so sorry. i rly got
to kick away this bad habit of being late :)
met them at 10.15am and walked to fullerton hotel,
asked the security guard where's the staff entrance
and went in to wait for the managers. we got our
uniform and changed, got our coupons after that
and went to the canteen for our lunch. hahaha i must
say that the work there is much much better than
mine, seriously very slacked and relaxing. i slipped
and fall twice cos of the patch of water near the
kitchen floor and lol all of them laughed at me.
so bad right? :D ahahahhaha !
so knocked off at 5.30pm, was planning to continue
but there was not enough slots for us so we decided
to change ourselves and went home :)

2009-11-10T04:52:00.000-08:00

left home for work at 3pm cos i am working at 4pm..
reached my workplace at 3.45pm and changed, prepare myself.
waited for LL to arrive and we both headed to report ourself
for work. after reporting, we were asked to clean wine glass.
hahaha quite slacked overall, so after cleaning went back
to foyer to gather and have some briefing, were sent to have
our lunch after that :) reported back after half an hour back
to foyer and started to prepare everything. there were abt 200
guests invited and the foyer was full, so hard for us to made
any movement.. went to fold napkins after that, then served
drinks at 6.45pm. we were told to serve for 2 hrs and my hand is
aching like hell, carrying and holding the trays around. LL broke
some glasses as she tripped and fall. all the guests were making some
commotion after that. i went to give her some hug and advice cos
she almost burst into tears, she's afraid that the managers might scold her.
so continuing serving till 8plus and went to ballroom to help out
some setting for tmr's event. at 9plus, CB brought in all those
left over foods for us to eat. HAHAHHA the choco is yummy, very yummy.
knocked off at around 11plus, was actually wanting to take transport
home but unfortunately transport is only available at 12.45 so LL and
me took a mrt back, we were rushing and running all the way to catch
the mrt cos its closing soon.. running like some mad and crazy womans?
reached tamp at 12 and took bus 28 home :)

~things that happened 2 days ago.
i came home late at night and noticed that
a quarrel sparked between my dad and mum.
dad took his stuffs and left home, idk where
did he went to.
i couldn't do anything and just peeped at
living room to look at the situation. i wondered
why, tears starting falling down my cheeks.
i used to have a happy family but not anymore,
i lived under a ruined and destroyed family now.
dad and mum is having a cold war now, idk what
to do. leaving this house had always came across
my mind several times, i'm tired.. seriously IDK
WHAT TO DO ~

2009-11-03T00:40:00.001-08:00

i just came back from orchard to collect my pay with kc, he showed me
the short cut way of gg there so that i don't have to switch buses
here and there, wasting time.. well, so was actually thinking of gg
ion orchard for some shopping but was dead tired so decided to go home
for some rest, i swear that i'm super duper tired ): i've been late for work
for the past week even tough dad drive me, hahaha i know its terrible la but who cares? might be meeting girlfriend this friday
or saturday for some outing, it had also been ages since we last went out and have fun. we're also currently planning to open a chalet on december to celebrate christmas day? hahah well it still far ahead la, but if we're rly opening i will invite most of our crews here. i almost kena scolded cos of this bastard keep
calling and msging me, zzz. i shall repeat myself this once, i didn't owe u
anything so don't expect me to lend u whatever shit u request. why must i treat
u so good when i have problems u don't even help me but went to help the one
who is fault? whatever it is, i don't give a fucking damn abt it la. all i want
to say is stop lending things or stuffs from me..

2009-11-01T02:33:00.001-08:00

i took leave ytd to attend one of my friend's chalet, but unfortunately didn't get to meet up with my sister ): ahhhhh i miss her like hell la, nvm we agree to meet up again the next time :) so yea went to chalet at morning 11am, slacked there and went to escape to play with welson and one of his friend. well, i tot that i would be enjoying myself in escape but i'm wrong. guess what? most of the playing station have to queue so long before our turn and we queue for around 45 mins just to get to play wet & wild =.= LOL i waited till i'm hungry and angry, so after that went home alone cos i'm very exhausted..

i've been waiting for the 1 week for his reply msg~
but unfortunately i guessed he is too busy with his O-lvl
so i decided not to dsiturb him till he end his exams
on the 11 nov..
mood now~ SAD

2009-10-29T02:32:00.001-07:00

i'm currently in a very stress situation right now..
the word "stress" is more than stress, i seriously don't know what to do.
recently, i have nightmares of my n-lvl result failing and end up
hugging my friends crying ): well, i rly have to pray hard that all
these are just dreams and they're not true.. like i've said, if i had
done badly my mum is gonna chase me out of the house. i'm very fucking
stressed up by everything around me, stressed up by my family problems,
stressed up by my personal stuffs, stressed up by things at work.
whatever it is, i'm just trying to be a filial daughter. unfortunately, in
my parents eyes i'm not filial enough.. i rly don't know what to do, how to
improve my life style..

2009-10-25T04:27:00.000-07:00

i kindda dislike the manager in my new job, he is rly very unreasonable? he warned me to changed my shoes and skirt so ended up i still have to waste my time and money to look and buy those stuffs.. well, let drop the subject or else it will spoiled my mood :) work is fine for me, hahaha get to know many new friends also.. so yea i have been working these whole week, tiring and exhausted ):
have been planning to meet up with sister on someone's chalet next week, meet up with my precious girlfriend for movies and stuffs? :) so i guessed i'll be back once i'm ready alright readers? :DDDD

2009-10-17T04:25:00.000-07:00

hi guysssssssss :) haha i know that my blog is dead, in fact it is very very dead..
let's do some talking about my holidays, went to work and meet up with besties. i worked for about 10 hours a day ): and ended up having without enough sleep.. haha rly got no choice cos i wasn't given any allowance during holidays so gotta earn my own money. well, that's all for the day as i wanna get some sleep alrdy. i'll try to update my blog more often when i have the time, so stay tune alright :)

2009-09-28T20:48:00.000-07:00

heyyyy guys, i'll flooding this page with lots of photos.. i promise to blog once after n-lvl :) stay tune yea..

2009-09-06T03:25:00.000-07:00

yooooooo :) sorry for not blogging for such
a long time.. was kindda busy and preparing for
N-lvl. tmr will be the 1st day of n-lvl and
rly hope i can do well, i was told by my mum
to move out of the house if i didn't done well..
so pray hardddd for me :)

2009-08-28T18:06:00.000-07:00

hiiiii guys, below are those overdue photos..

the 5 of us

me and yiping :)

you're a great sister of mine overall ^^

jovin and me :D

2009-08-19T18:38:00.000-07:00

prelims are finally over.. how should i feel?
excited or worried? well, i'm having mixed feeling
nowadays. i'm kindda worried about my results but
at the same time, i'm also glad and content that
prelims are over bcos i'm out of stress :D
about ytd paper, maths paper 2 was slightly
difficult than paper 1. and there's a question which
my maths teacher said that it was out of syallubus
but it came out ytd. and we weren't taught on how
to draw histogram, i can jolly well say bye bye to
that 6 marks.. as for physics section A is easy but
section B is a bit harder.. i'm anxious and hope to
get back my results by tmr. after exams went home and
met rayson at 5.30pm, went to eat dinner and slacked
around. headed home at 9plus :)))))))))

2009-08-12T00:06:00.000-07:00

i promised to upload all those overdued photos once i'm free
and when i got the time to go over to girlfriend's place..

i was kindda disappointed with myself with today's paper
i am counted very unluckly? bcos i can't finished the SS
paper on time and i've left many blanks even tough the
questions are not very difficult to me ~ and as for my
chemistry? i didn't rly put my 100% heart in doing it, i
think i had disappoint ms tay bcos she puts every effort
in teaching me and yet this is what i've done to her.. i
used to be her top students in class last year but guess
what's happening this year? i tend to be very forgetful
and can't really rmb what i've learnt ~ signs, what can i do?

2009-08-03T04:01:00.000-07:00

heyyyyyy i'm back once again..
it had been ages seen i last updated
my blog, well it look so dead right now..
yea, i've been very busy with life recently.
especially with my studies and work, stress up ):
so i'm currently coping with my studies and work,
friends out there had been encouraging me to hang
in there for a few months and i can be back myself
again.. well, met up with rachel gurlfwen last saturday.
its had also been ages seen i've last metup with her,
she came to my work place and look for me, hahahs so
yea we slacked until 12plus after work and went home :)

2009-07-17T01:29:00.000-07:00

sorry for not posting the past few day ~
well, my life had been busy.. yea very busy..
and bcos of my busy schedule, i've drifted
far away from many of my good friends..
so yea, just came back from tm with bestie.
went for f&n class straight after school while
bestie waited for me at the library, headed
to tm after that :) i'm getting very afraid
bcos our f&n deadline is on the 20th july, there
are certain things had yet to be completed.
i'll just let natural takes place, there's
no point forcing myself to study for the subject
where i am not very interested in.. on the other
hand, i'm gonna to focus on other subject :)
ate mac for lunch, was very hungry. and
i've been skipping meals nowadays bcos
i'm on diet.. so after our lunch, went off to
converse and bestie brought her shoes..
slacked around and headed home.

*conditions to promote to sec 5, 5 subjects
below 19 point? STRESSSSSSSSS.. i won't be blogging
that often, gonna MUG real hard for that 1 and a
half month..

2009-07-15T01:24:00.000-07:00

my oral are finally over and i'm so relaxxxxxxx..
hahahs had eng oral today at hall, felt very sleepy
b4 oral. took temperature and waited for instructions.
basically, i find the reading manageable. but i was panicking when
it goes to picture discussion and conservation as i had
to face 2 teachers in front, one of them was staring at
me as if he's going to eat me up (SCARY)..
went to metup with yiping and slacked awhile, headed home
after that :) as usual, many homeworks are given.. rly
driving me crazy bcos i've got to complete all 10 yrs
series and go through with the class by next week..
worse of all, study program had resumed and i find it
useless bcos no lessons are conducted and we are all given
prelims or test paper to do. well, i think i won't be attending
if this continues..

**pls find out the truth b4 lecturing me in the future, i kindda dislike noisy parker. i think that you're better to work as a reporter since you're such a busybody. THIS IS MY FUCKING LIFE, i don't need you to interfere my problems, get it?

2009-07-12T02:47:00.002-07:00

i really need help from some of you
bcos i have some stalker around.. yea STALKER.
i don't feel safe when going home or school ! ):

2009-07-11T21:20:00.000-07:00

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy guys i'm back again :)
woke up at 10am ytd, ate beehoon for breakfast
and prepare myself for training..
firstly met rayson at 11.15am, we both waited
outside the shop for the aunty to arrive and guess
what? we waited for her for 45 mins =.=
i went for training straight once she arrived while
rayson waited for me outside and he headed home after
that, HAHAHS all these while i tot that i would be left
alone but a sec 1 guy came along and help me :)
finally, i've overcome my fear with the help of his..
thanks ^^ so the both of us train till 6plus and
headed home, was actually wanting to go fishing and ton
with jeslyn's family at east coast park but ended up
was cancelled bcos of the heavy rain ytd ): i've
been wanting to ton with my friends and it was cancelled..
reached home and took a bath, brought my little bro to
the nearby coffeeshop to grab some food.. i've spent
more than $10 for a dinner with him and i'm now left with
2 bucks in my wallet ): how pathetic am i..
after finishing, we went around to the nearby shop to
borrow an unbrella and went home.. HAHAHS i don't have the
habit of bringing an umbrella along with me bcos i find it
so troublesome..
last but not least, i'm looking forward to 7/AUGUST bcos
this is the day where i finally turned sweet sixteennnnnnnn :D

2009-07-10T08:02:00.001-07:00

the time now is 11:05pm and i'm still sitting
infront of the computer screen and blog? hahaaaas
not surprising.. well, just came back from training,
how to describe? STRESS ! bcos there are many things to memorise D:
going back again tmr at 11am.. ahhhh school is getting
bored and i'm getting very stress nowadays bcos i'm
given a lot of homeworks to complete.. piles of homeworks
are stacking upon my head ~ and the worst thing is i've
got to hand in my f&n coursework by 20/july and there are
still many things to be edited..
will be having N-lvl oral next week and i'm very afraid bcos i'm
not even prepared yet.. comments from most of my friends who had taken
their oral this week is, the picture discussion part is very difficult..
howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww? ~ all the best to me @.@

2009-07-06T01:45:00.000-07:00

i'm so frustrated with my internet right now..
cos i still couldn't uploads those photos taken
with besties and gurlfwens ~ sign, all thanks to my
internet =.= even the speed is so slow..
arghhhh watever uh ~
met up with gurlfwen just now, went to eat at
lily's cafe.. while eating, saw a few riders from our store..
HAHAHS went off at 2.40pm as it was going to rain, gurlfwen went
off for work (HARDWORKING HER)..
homed and chatted with yiling daughter on the phone for around
1 hour plus? :) chatted about stuff at work and blahs..
after that off to complete homeworks, there are a lot more
to go.. STRESS UP! ~ LOL ahhhh and school is starting tmr again ):

2009-07-05T03:48:00.008-07:00

hiiiiiiiiiii guys :)
i'll start my post about ytd..
i left home at 1.30pm, met gurlfwen near my house
went to grab some food and slack under void deck (HAHAHS THIS IS A VERY COMMON THING WE WOULD DO)
and yea chatted many stuffs, especially about the very
first day of mccafe :) well, hope she is doing fine there..
awwww i missed work like hell, but i don't think
i'm going back for some particular reasons..
we went off at around 2plus, gurlfwen headed to work and
i went home to get myself changed..
met sabrina at 3plus at bus stop, then we went to ________ (HAHAH)
ate at food culture at CS, then went to simei eastpoint and we
started to _________ .. after that we headed down to payar lebar
to ________ again and lastly we went to stop around at bugis :)
was actually planning to buy some clothes and stuffs but end up,
i went home empty handed and sabrina went to ________ :)
grab some food at burgerking, ate ice-creams at mac..
headed home at 10 plus :)))))))))))))))))

2009-07-02T00:34:00.000-07:00

heys guys i'm backkkkkkkkkkkkk.. like finally.

well guys, i am going to flood this post with all my feelings and so on.

A SAD POST it will be, so continue to read if you want or else you may choose not to.

i'm getting very stressed with everything right now. be it school work, family

problems and my own stuffs, i am trying very hard to cope well. and i can frankly

say that the feeling sucks. i always though that i could find someone to share my

problems with, but no i was very wrong.

2009-06-22T23:13:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updating for the past few days..
obviously my days were with gurlfwen :)
well, i will rush through my post in point
forms starting on saturday :)

20/JUNE
- went to work in the morning
- after work waited for sabrina with huipeng
- salcked with sabrina till 5pm
- headed home :)

21/JUNE
- celebrated fathers' day at airport with family
- ate BILL PENTLEY PUB that cost us almost $100 plus
- saw gurlfwen at inter, what a concidence ! :)
- then went off with gurlfwen to catch a movie (HAHAHA SO SORRY
MUM AND DAD, TO THINK THAT IT IS FATHERS' DAY I STILL CHOOSE TO
HANG OUT WITH MY GURLFWEN..
- unfortunately, the movie we wanted to watch is NC16
- didn't catch any movie in the end
- walked and slacked around tm (we talked about many stuffs :D)
- accompanied gurlfwen to eat at COFFEE BEAN (my $$$ all gone)
- headed home at 9plus :)

22/JUNE
- didn't join gurlfwen and CO for their bowling session (I'M SORRY)
- met gurlfwen at around 5plus at the bus stop near my house
- grab some foods and eat under the void deck
- received 5 missed call from dad (I SWEAR THAT MY LIFE ARE GETTING WORSE WITH HIM
CONTROLLING WHERE I GO)
- sabrina came and join us at 6pm
- slacked till 6.30pm
- we both accompanied gurlfwen to have a haircut :)
- headed home at 9pm..

and yea that's my day, will be meeting huipeng tmr to have
our study session tgt :) WOHOOOOO..

to you: i'm sure you know who i'm refering to. i kindda dislike ppl who forced
me to go places where i don't even feel like going to, i'm not interested in
whatever events you have. but please stop forcing me to go along with you, my
holiday schedule are not as free as you. even if i'm meeting you, stop changing time
and day with me.

2009-06-19T04:04:00.000-07:00

i met gurlfwen at 2pm just before she starts work near my house.
we went to grab some foods and slacked under the void deck..
gurlfwen left for work at around 2.45pm while i went to buy lunch
for my little brother.
i must admit that i missed work VERY BADLY, but i can only
go back work only after N-lvl.. i somehow think that i've
been drawn far away from everyone especially my best gurlfwens
and besties.
went to buy some assesments at popular the past few days.
started revising on combined humanities nowadays and i'm afraid
that i can't passed that subject bcos there are simply so
many things for me to memorise ):
and as for my maths, still manageable.. but not as good as
last year.

to gurlfwen: even tough you don't have much best fwens around,
whenever you need me, just ring me and i'll be there for you :)
we won't be working tgt and meeting up with each other that
often when school reopens bcos of my busy schdule. well,
i guessed that our friendship will still be as strong as before.

to yiping besties: regarless of how far we have drifted away from
one another, at least we once shared a very sweet chapter in our lives :)

2009-06-18T03:36:00.000-07:00

met gurlfwen ytd at 1pm under her house void deck
i was late for about 10 mins? HAHAS SO SORRY..
went to buy tickets first then we went to KOPITIAM
to have our lunch. went to buy popcorns and drink
for our movie after lunch, we watched the show
ghost of the girlfriend. the movie was not scary
but a very touching one :) we headed to t-mart to
slack with jiefan and kelvin after movie. i headed home
at around 6plus cos dad kept calling me, zzz. i find him
very irritating and annoying nowadays, he keep controlling
where i go and reminding me to return home early.. ZZZ
i've lost my freedom now, even my mum is not so particular
about where i go and what time i returned home.
worked at 9am to 3.30pm today, supossingly i should end
work at 2pm but they extended me ):
met up with gurlfwen after work at around 4pm.
we both brought waffles and donuts to fill our
hunger, then slacked under the nearby void deck till
4.45pm as gurlfwen had to report for work.

2009-06-15T20:42:00.000-07:00

met bestie at 1.30pm at blk 450 void deck.
she was late for half and hour, LOL and yea
i waited for her to arrive. and we both started
revising MATHS, i'm stuck with some questions
and luckily she managed to help me out :D
yes, i know i'm on my way. JIAYOU JIAYOU !
then we went to grab some food at the nearby
shop, i swear we were super hungry at that time
but we couldn't eat much bcos we both didn't
bring enough money along. ate cheesefries and
waffles at the nearby void deck.
took some photos and we both headed home at around 6.30pm :)
lalalala, i going to catch a movie with gurlfwen tmr :)

2009-06-14T20:36:00.000-07:00

ytd left for work at 5pm..
went to eat alone before work
cos gurlfwen was working 1 hour later
than me.. and i heard from his friends
that he has gone for attachment from school,
will only be back after 1 month which means
i can't even get to see him for the last
day of my work which is on this coming thursday.
as usual, slacked under
void deck with gurlfwen after work.
then at around 12plus i received 10 missed
calls from dad, he called me and wanted me
to go home straight away. so in the end,
i reached home at 1am and got some nagging from him.
this thursday will be last day of my work,
i've applied for 2 months leave for my
n-lvl. i'm not sure if i will still continue
after my n-lvl, might be looking for a new job
with jinnee :)
i was thinking of catching a movie
with gurlfwen again on the day when she is not working,
but guess what? LOL i am only left with $10 bucks inside my wallet..
AHHHH "CURSE AND SWEAR". i'm so BROKE now..

2009-06-13T23:56:00.000-07:00

yoooooo what's up? :D
well, holidays are kindda bored..
i spent my days with gurlfwen, work or either
stay at home to do revision.
life's kind of bored uh, everyday do the
same old things again and again..
ahh, enough of that. i feel so upset
when i didn't rly turned up for many remedial
lessons.. i rly don't know what had happened to me,
i wish that i can become the last year me when
things are learned fast and good results are
acheived.. PRAY HARD, i wish that i can be very SERIOUS
in my work just before the month before N-lvl..

2009-06-12T02:22:00.001-07:00

went to meet gurlfwen just now near my house, after that she went to work. supposingly, i should be the one working today but i'm like so lazy to go.. and yea gurlfwen took over me :) but i still have to return to work tmr, like omg luh.. it had been so hard for me to get a day off. well, i stayed at home for the past 2 days to do revision and 10 yrs series :)

2009-06-10T21:32:00.000-07:00

i don't like to go home nowadays ~
kindda bcos of mum's nagging?
quarrelled with her early this morning..
she scolded me for going home late whenever i'm out with fwens..
I SERIOUSLY HATE TO STAY AT HOME,
everything at home is like so corrupted..

2009-06-09T20:53:00.001-07:00

HEY GUYS ! :) SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING MY BLOG FOR LIKE AGES? WELL I'M GOING TO POST ABOUT MY DAYS WITH GURLFWENS, STARTING ON THE 6/JUNE..

6/JUNE (SATURDAY)
went to have my reborn treatment with jinnee, we both waited for around 4 to 5 hours for our hair to be done.. and there my $65 gone, so after reborning, i went home while jinnee and her stead went for their friend's BBQ at simei :)

7/JUNE (SUNDAY)
went to work and met gurlfwen after work :) then we slacked at the nearby void deck and headed home at 11 plus, took the last bus home..

8/JUNE (MONDAY)
met gurlfwen b4 work, then she waited for me to end work and we both headed home tgt :D

9/JUNE (TUESDAY)
ytd was a fun one.. went to escape with gurlfwen provided the free tickets :) however, we can't play many of the games cos they are currently under maintenance.. so after playing, we went to have dinner at burgerking. around 7plus, gurlfwen suggested to catch a movie and yea so we catched the movie, HANNAH MONTANA at E-HUB. overall, the movie was quite nice and touching :) next, we headed to downtown to grab some food. and i saw many schoolmates there, then gurlfwen and me made our way to the beach. while eating, kelvin called and said he is nearby.. so he came to meet us along with his fwens, we went home at around 11plus :)

omg.. i've realised that this week is alrdy the 2nd week of school holiday and i have not even rly started on any revision yet..!@#$%%^&*(()

2009-06-04T04:10:00.000-07:00

i am back from the crew rally, how can i describe it? hmmmmm i did enjoy myself with my gurlfwens but didn't rly enjoy myself with those games cos we didn't take part in that.. going to catch a movie soon with gurlfwen :) i've got nothing much to blog about so i have decided to blog about my result.. i'm so unhappy that i didn't manage to get into any top 10 position this term, unlike last year. well, i'll strike very hard for prelim :D
HERE IS MY MID YEAR RESULT..

ENGLISH 50.5
CHINESE N(A) 65 (i've dropped a lot for this subject)
MATHEMATICS (SYLLABUS A) 47.3
SCIENCE (PHY,CHEM) 76
COMBINED HUMANITIES (S.H) 40 (totally disappointed)
FOOD NUTRITION 54 (i wish i could drop this subject)

TOTAL : 320/600
PERCENTAGE : 54.5
ATTENDANCE : 91/96
CONDUCT: VERY GOOD

COMMENT BY TEACHER : Hui wen is a pleasant and well-behaved pupil in class. She has tried to do her best in her studies. However, she has to put in a little more effort to improve on her weaker subjects if she aims to proceed to sec 5.

2009-06-01T02:00:00.000-07:00

HAHAH i specially went to grab on nabilah's photos as HE is inside the pic.. the day where they went to sit s'pore flyer.. and yea the left hand side, 2nd one is him :) CLICK FOR LARGER IMAGE.. LOL !

went to work alone ytd, gurlfwen was not with me bcos she is being attached to DTE with some others collegues.. after work BUKHARY sent me home with his motobike, thanks truckloads.. and i swear that its a fun one, the 1st time i ride on someone's bike. WOHOOOOOO TMR, TMR, TMR ! :D i've finally decided on what to wear, gonna to meet jinnee later on under my house's void deck and show her.. we're also going for our hair treatment reborn maybe on next week? i'm not working that often during holidays and i hope that i am able to survive with the shortage of $$$.. CREW RALLY.. and yea that day is finally approaching, well i'm gonna enjoy myself with collegues tmr :) and lots of PHOTOS will be taken, i'm waiting for the day which i can flood this whole entire page with PHOTOS.. hack care the problems in my internet, i get very pissed off and frustated when my cable failed to upload those photos, i seriously dk what is happening.. i think i'm going to gurlfwen's place to upload it when i'm free :) however, i'm afraid to go over to her place bcos i'm kindda afraid of DOGS, LOL ! i know its lame but seriously i am very scared of dogs even though they're cute and small.. and yea, i am also going to plan a day which a group of us including gurlfwen is going to have fun at ESACPE THEME PARK, its a very long time i've been there.. i heard from mum that she has a number of free tickets and she asked me to use it before the expire day.. LOL so yea stay tune for those photos :D
Withlove,
HUIWEN :)

2009-05-29T23:58:00.000-07:00

and yea its holiday now.. well, my holidays are filled with school work and remedial. i had to go back for remedial for the 1st and 2nd week of holiday.. and 2 more days to crew rally, my collegues and me are planning what to wear if we don't have yellow shirt.. i think i should wear something informal? any suggestion from anyone? :) hahahs okay shall blog about today, went to work at 8am and end at 1pm. after work slacked around awhile then the both of us bused home tgt :)

2009-05-29T04:59:00.000-07:00

got back my result slip today, my teacher spoke to me and advice me to stop working alrdy.. my result are rather risky, most of them are borderline.. i'm so fed-up with my F&N teacher last week, she always want to have a conversation with me and yea below is the conversation between us.. i swear she is being unresonable.

her: "actually i can see that you are being influence by some ppl in your workplace, i suggest you to stay away from them and find a new job"
me: "err, oh is it? giving her that face =.=.."
her: "you better listen to my advice, i've observedyou long ago since last year.. you better made the correct choice in choosing which friends to hang out with."
me : "zzzz, ya i know what to do.. and i went back to do my work."
i think she've got some metal problems or what, she always imagine things and make guesses which is not true or accurate.. she think she knows who i hang out with? like come on la she's only a teacher, what make her so sure that i'm hanging out with bad company?

2009-05-23T06:32:00.000-07:00

heyyy guys :) i just came back from gurlfwens' gathering and i guessed it was a nice time spent with them.. it had been ages since the 3 of us gather around and chat. took quite a number of pictures but i'm still unable to upload them, should figure what's wrong with the cable some other day when i'm free.. ANDAND i swear that I LOVE RACHEL damn a lot not lesbian tough =.=, rachel i hope you read this :) going back to work tmr and i'm looking forward to the crew rally day, i bet we're gonna have fun.. oh ya getting back report book on friday i guessed? heart attack * my results are so sucky, only passed 4 subjects out of 6.. signs, will work hard during june holiday :)

2009-05-18T05:56:00.000-07:00

hi there,

ON SATURDAY..
well let me talk about my weekend out with gurlfwens :D a fun one..
and so sorry to rozilah for not turning up on ur birthday on sat but
we did met up at night. met up with rachel and rozilah
at night on sat and i swear rachel filled me with laughter, i was
crazy the moment i saw her cos she had gotten the birthday bash so badly even tough
it wasn't her birthday.. and yea, went to slack and after that headed down
to t-mart but rozilah went home cos she needs to be home at 10pm.. left rachel
and me, i guessed our effort has gone down the drain cos he didn't turn up for
work in the end.. after awhile we both headed home, actually took quite a numbers
of pictures with my both gurlfwen but i don't know what's wrong with my cable
which stop me from uploading those photos.. LOL and i was quite shocked that
rachel had finally agree to take photos with me this time round :)

TODAY..
well, got to know many of my results and i wasn't quite happy about it.. i guessed i rly have to stop work b4 N-lvl.. i've lost a total of 6 to 7 marks for the missing pages for chemistry paper, didn't do well for some of the subjects too.. but was glad that i've passed my english this time. and yay, photo taking tmr :)

2009-05-14T01:35:00.001-07:00

exams are finally over, which i have been waiting for this day to arrive.. last paper is physics and chinese listening, i think i have made quite a number of careless mistakes for physics.. okay, i shall blog now and let me cut short my post by writing in point forms alright :D
- after school went to have lunch with yiping jie
- then shop around and went off at around 12
- went to meet rachel at yum yum :)
- slacked awhile then headed home
LOL and yea holidays will be approaching in 2 weeks' time :) but i'm gonna make use of that 1 month to study and temporary stop working.. i don't know if i should go to school next week but i'll definitely turn up on monday and tuesday cos there will be class photo taking session :) and my dad have been sick for 3 days, high fever and flu i guessed.. hope he recover soon.

2009-05-10T23:25:00.000-07:00

as usual, went to work ytd.. MDS the whole day after rachel went home, she didn't wait for me cos she've got smt on. i was being caught for not wearing belt so i borrowed it from her, then she came to collect from me this morning.. thanks trucks loads, if not i don't know what kind of consequences i've got to bear. and and and, the best thing is when i was doing MDS, he came to work at 9pm :) so after that i was collecting payment cos the aunty wanna give me chance.. LOL but its impossible. ohhh ya and tmr is F&N exams and i'm oh so ready to flunk that subject.. i won't even hestitate to skip her lesson with my friends from now on, rly don't understand why she tend to lose her temper so easily.. hmmmmmmm i rly can't wait for the whole exams to be over.

2009-05-09T20:09:00.001-07:00

morning everyone :DD hahas had my blogskin changed, hope you guys like it.. mum just went to church to celebrate MOTHERS' DAY with her collegues so left me and brother at home.. i'm kindda hungry bcos nothing to eat and i'm lazy to go downstair and grab something as you can see the rain is pouring so heavily.. so yea i think i'll just cook instant noodle. went to work again ytd, was fun yet tired.. i'm working again today at 2pm :)

2009-05-08T20:24:00.000-07:00

this was taken at bugis on last year christmas day..

mum :)

my brother feeding the elephants..

me and mum, our trip to thailand on last year holiday :)

cake which i've brought for my mum, hope she like it..

i apologised for the blur photo, my camera quality kindda sucks..

hello there ! HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY :)

ytd after work went to buy mothers' day cake with sab, then after that slack with them outside mac.. ~~awww.. when he drove pass, i kindda saw him turning back and smile~~. okay i shall let the photos do the rest of the talking as i still have many things to do.. at the same time, i'll also upload photos which had been kept in my phone for ages..

2009-05-07T04:20:00.000-07:00

tmr will be having maths paper 1 & chinese paper 2.. awww screwed my entire life, i'm currently stuck on some maths questions and i'm lost. so be it, i swear i'm gonna to buck up on the june holidays and spend less time working. and yea i went back to work ytd and guessed what? awwww, how sweet uh. he did came back to work also, i heard that he met with an accident for the past few weeks.. so he had just recovered, take his EMC for him and i automatically sent it to him at the back.. however, ytd was kindda bored bcos my dear RACHEL never work but nvm yea i still have nabilah to entertain me.. slacked with them after work and buy some stuffs to fill our stomach then headed home :)))))))))

2009-05-05T03:46:00.000-07:00

today SS and chemistry paper, i somehow realised that i've got missing pages for my chemistry. well, i'm not sure but i guessed so and for my SS i think i screwed the whole paper with all the wrong answers for SEQ :x was quite stunned when i received the paper, stared hard. awww history tmr :) hmmmm so after school went to meet rachel at yumyum :) long time since i've last met her, and yea i've a piece of good new.. i'm going back to work tmr, currently broke these few days. my $70 gone and i have to save enough money by this saturday to buy a cake for my mum for mother's day.

2009-04-30T01:42:00.000-07:00

BYE FOREVER, MY DEAREAST GRANDPA. REST IN PEACE, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART..

TODAY, 30 APRIL is the day which my grandpa had passed away. the whole family gets very upset upon hearing the bad news, my dad blamed himself for not treating him good when he was alive. and yea he told me many stories about his dad and him when he were young. tears keep rolling down his cheeks and i don't know how to comfort him because this is the very first time i saw my dad cry in front of me, the very first time. but all i can say is "STAY STRONG DAD, HE IS GOING TO REST IN PEACE", at the same time i also cried when receiving my mum sms after school which says that grandpa had passed away. i wish that i could run straight to his house to take a last look at him, but everything is too late i guessed. memories of grandpa and me keep flashing through my mind, i still rmb vividly that how he used to dote on me when i was young. he will always fetch me to school and buy me sweets to encourage me to go to school. i always dislike schooling when i was young, he will confort me and says "you're a big girl now, don't cry, after school ahgong will come and fetch you home". i just hope that he'll rest in peace and let god to take good care of him. so i have cancelled my working days for this and next week, to attend his funeral. and at this point, i am also having my mid year exams, everything seems to be so fuckup and stress..

2009-04-28T01:31:00.000-07:00

smoothie

fried rice garnished by hamizah :)

cheesecake

the day when i was having my practical..

a random photo of me taken by nabilah..

well, i shall continue next time when i'm free :)

2009-04-28T01:25:00.000-07:00

here's the photos which i owed you readers.. enjoy :)

me and nabilah :)

2009-04-28T00:48:00.000-07:00

it had already been 1 year 4 months, why can't you just change your attitude towards me? i know that i'm not good in your subject compared to others, i know i did not put in that much effort in your subject, the reason is simply becos i dislike you. each and every time when you talk to me, i'll start to cry, i understand that you're trying your very best to comfort me. but have you ever spare a tot for me or try to understand me? you just see me as a ball in your eyes, why can't you just use a nicer tone to talk to me? you always talk to others so patiently and nicely but this doesn't goes the same for me. whenever i seek for your help, you'll simply just give me that nasty attitude and the long face. even if i did put in effort in your subject, i don't think you will realise, forget about it. i'll just focus on other subjects on my N-lvl, i swear i'll never touch or study for your subject anymore.
Anyway i have thoudsands and millions of photos to upload, unfortunately can't find my USB cable ~

2009-04-24T20:57:00.000-07:00

there is still a week left to mid year exams and well i know that i'm still not prepared yet. the worse still, i have not even started on my N-level revsion. i am lost for words, rly don't know what had happened to me, the sudden change in me.

2009-04-17T05:02:00.000-07:00

i am feeling very sleepy right now, tried to study just now but i feel very distracted. nothing seems to get into my mind, i have spent the weekdays working and today is the only day for me to study. my life is totally srewed up, i am feeling stress. mid year exams is on the MAY but i don't sense the urgency at all, in fact i don't know what the lessons is going about. hais, enough of those ranking. let's talk about ytd, went to meet rachel at yumyum then we headed to tm minitoons to get something. after that went to her house and wait for her to get ready, then went to work tgt. didn't slacked after work, we went home straight away as we were all very tired.

2009-04-11T21:47:00.000-07:00

I am currently under a lot of stress ~

2009-04-09T21:13:00.001-07:00

i think i'll most likely failed my chinese oral because i was panicking from the start to the end of the period. can't think of much so didn't say much too, i was the very first one to take the oral as i reach there first. gahhhh ! ): nvm, so after that went to meet rachel at yumyum.. talk about some stuffs and have luch tgt, then around 4pm rachel was suggesting if she should go my house and have a rest so we went up to have a sleep, we both were very tired. we wake up at around 6pm as rachel had to meet rezuan, didn't sent her down as i was so tired and went back to sleep again. i'll be having my practical exams on next tuesday, have to cook 4 dishes within 2 hours. just hope that everything will be smooth :)
LAST BUT NOT LEAST, I WANNA WISH MY SWORN SISTER, TAN YI PING A VERY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU :) LOVE YOU A LOT A LOT !

2009-04-03T20:31:00.000-07:00

went to meet rachel at 3plus ytd cos i tot i was working at 5pm but when i go there then i realised that i had see the wrong sechdule. lol so we slacked around at t-mart mac with raiyan, rezuan and rachel :) all names start with the alphabet "R" except for me. hmmm then i punched in at 6pm, same thing customers in and out. then finished work slacked with rachel and some other rider, nabilah and rezuan went off first. rachel and me went off at around 11.45pm :) oh yea i just recalled that my prelim exams is on the term2 week 4. lol i have no much time to waste alrdy.

2009-04-01T03:08:00.001-07:00

ytd was sport day and i believed i did enjoyed myself. i was fooled by many of my fellow collegues as today is Apil fool day, also we prank our teachers too. lesson in school was quite fun today, i swear today is the only day i did not doze off in class even tough i was tired. first lesson was P.E, we did Napfa. but most of us cheated, so after finishing we went to rest. then followed by chinese, had composition on that and we had to do some drawing =.= . after that was physics, learned new chapter. after recess was english, we did exposition writing. then last lesson was maths, learned new chapter also. lol the new formulas are making me so confusing which is included in our mid year exams. after school went to inter with doublecheese daughter to get something, didn't rly have the appetise to eat so we only eat something light. saw a lot of friends there, it have been ages since i saw them. went home at around 3 to 4 plus :)

2009-03-27T19:53:00.000-07:00

left home around 3.30pm ytd then went to meet rachel at yumyum tree. went there to eat and after eating went to work :) ytd was fun but i am disappointed again as he didn't work, blame it all on the company for cheating their's pay. didnt see him for about 1 week, faster come bak alright? then i was whole day at counter lols and there are a lot of customers in and out, work till my leg is aching. but i will be considering to take exams leave in may or june, hope that i can take this long period to forget about him completely. after work waited for rezuan outside with rachel, unfortunately after he knocked off, he went to his cousin's wedding straight away. so rachel and me slacked awhile more and went home :)

2009-03-19T20:56:00.000-07:00

HELLO guys ! guess what, i have spent the whole afternoon sleeping ytd. LOL i am real tired and busy okay, after that went to work again. there's many customers at 10plus as Ngee Ann sec don't know got what event, so everyone almost fainted when seeing the crowd. rachel came and eat supper and she also waited for me then we took bus home tgt. did not slack as we were all very tiring, also she got work in the morning the next day.

2009-03-17T19:38:00.000-07:00

ytd was a sad day for me ): i am rly sorry friends about these few days, very sorry. after what rachel had told me about him ytd, i almost broke into tears. and to you, i am not going to hate you bcos its him who likes you not you're are the one who likes him. so i am not going to hate you but i'll try my very best to give up, i don't mind if you both are tgt. you don't have to feel bad or what bcos it is rly not your fault, i am sorry if i had cause any troubles

2009-03-16T22:56:00.000-07:00

meeting rachel for work later on. well my mood these few days was !@#$%^&*(), i keep having moodswing here and there. i'm sorry if i gave any attitude to my friends, on the other hand i was sad when he's not working. my holidays all went into work, i have no time to do revision and complete my holiday homeworks. hmmmm so went to work ytd, my mood was :( as he did not turn up for work when i saw his name in the schedule. so finished work by 11plus then went home straight away.

2009-03-14T21:12:00.000-07:00

i got back my report book on friday, didn't rly do that well compared to the past. i failed 1 subject but EMB3= 21 points, i rly have to wake myself up b4 its all too late. sometimes i rly envy those around me who had done so well, i keep questioning myself why can't i score as well like them? okay enough about all those ranking, went to work ytd but he work at 10pm which is when i am knocking off. signs!! i rly don't know what to do right now, my mind is always so confusing. half part of my mind is telling me not to work anymore, i have to prepare for my N-lvl and yet the other part is telling me that i cannot quit cos i've promised myself that i won't quit unless he is going to serve his NS. both are important for me and i know that my studies is much more important than him but i simply can't bear myself from leaving. i don't know which one to decide, i'll just hand everything to god to fate. i am under so much stress!!

2009-03-07T20:29:00.000-08:00

ytd was a nice time spent with rachel, sabrina & rezuan :) i went to wait for rachel & sabrina to knock off after that we went to eat KFC. then not long ago rezuan came, we were deciding where to go cos it was pouring heavily. so we went to paya lebar Kbox, it was cheap but the quality there sucks. LOL but we did have a lot of fun there, we sang for 2 hours after that went to t-mart & slack. sabrina didn't tag along with us as she need to go home for some reasons, rezuan went home too. left with rachel & me at t-mart and we had received a very shocking news about "someone" having accident. the both of us almost broke down but we managed to control ourself. i'm glad that when i went to t-mart, he is there working. HAHAH so we merely smiled at each other after that he went to send orders. HAPPY HAPPY for me!! :) then we bused home at 11plus.

2009-03-05T02:58:00.001-08:00

i had gotten back most of my results and i am quite disappointed although i did pass but i think i can acheive higher. had maths restest today as the previous time the class cheated, HAHAH i can't believe that the whole paper is almost the same only some changes. i just hope that i can do well than the previous time. and the numbers of month to N-lvl is getting lesser and lesser each day but i don't understand why i can't sense the urgency at all. I went to take bus to t-mart with doublecheese daughter then we went to meet our friends, i met rachel, rezuan & sabrina at mac. ate with rachel and i went home after awhile while they went to slack. after that went to have my hair cut, then buy dinner & went home (:

~~my love for him are getting deeper and deeper each day, seriously i like you alot. how i wish that i can be with you right now.~~

2009-02-06T02:25:00.000-08:00

i will just do a quick and short post today because i don't have much time left and i am in the half way doing my F&N research. well time really flies, this is the 5th week of school alrdy and i have many things to catch up bcos there is alot of things i have to finished doing by july. hmmm so let me talk about what i had done for the past 5 days, didn't work on monday & wednesday as there were too many homework so rachel replaced me. but unfortunately when i go back to work on tuesday, HE DID NOT WORK. this simply shows that we weren't fated at all, not at all. my mood was totally down after that, but yea i did saw him ytd which is thursday. he is working, HAHAHS. hmmmm then went to study programme today, i was late for 45mins without realising it so sorry everyone. because the paper write that the lesson starts at 2.20pm so i though it was still early and went to canteen to take my lunch and do my homework with yiping jie :) how i wish that tmr was sunday bcos ~~i really wanna see him!!~~

2009-01-31T02:29:00.001-08:00

i'm glad that he did reply my msg :) i am feeling happy now.

i did collected quite a number of ANG BAOS during this new year compared to last year, thanks mummy for helping me to collect because i am busy working during new year. hahahs so didn't rly celebrate much, just ate reunioin dinner with my family members on the new year eve after that report to work :) hmmm this week was still busy, busy studying & working. as usual didn't get enough sleep almost everyday. met up with rachel girlfriend today again, we went to YUM YUM TREE & buy food then bring to void deck eat. today was fun rly but i was also sad at the same time, LOL yea & thanks girlfriend for helping me something, after slacking we both headed home alrdy. i did managed to talk to him when going work ytd, ~~that's great~~manzxzxzx

2009-01-25T19:22:00.000-08:00

left home at 3pm ytd, went to meet sabrina and we went to work tgt :) i bet ytd work is rly fun tough we were all very tiring because there was simply not enough crews. then alot of people was making fun of me, keep calling "his" name when he is just standing beside me. lols i swear i was so embarrased. so yea after work went to slack with rezuan & sabrina at the nearby void deck, as usal chit chat chit chat. i headed home until mum called me at 12plus, reached home at around 1am. hope that she isn't mad at me for coming home so late.

2009-01-24T02:44:00.000-08:00

didn't work today, i met up with rachel girlfriend, sabrina & her stead again. haahahs yea we went to slack under the nearby void deck after eating at YUM YUM TREE, today was the fun day as we were all playing with BUBBLES while waiting for sarbina to end work? hmmmm then around 5plus sabrina & rachel had to go, one go for work and the other go for dinner. i accompany rachel wait for bus then headed home. wohooo i just finished eating dinner that my mum has cooked, its delicious lah. so long didn't get to taste her cooking and finally i can get to do so. NEW YEAR is coming soon yea, how excited i am. HAHAH its like finally, but sad to say i am not able to celebrate CNY this year. signs !! i had to sacrifice my new year working. but i will be eating dinner with my family tmr before reporting to work =D AND AND AND sorry readers, i don't have time to upload pictures. but stay tune yea i promise to do so when i have the time =p

2009-01-23T05:53:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAS I KNOW I AM BEING LAME, BUT SKIP THIS POST IF YOU GUYS DON'T FEEL LIKE READING :) BECAUSE I AM POSTING OUT OF BOREDOM

~~i saw you on wednesday and thursday~~

~~i talk to you on last monday~~

~~i smile to you on tuesday~~

~~i go out with you on friday~~